Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I just found out. Last entry I told you I was going to the doctor because I wasn't feeling so good. Test results show that...I'm pregnant! I'm so excited but...how do I tell Clay? He wasn't with me at the doctor because he had to work. What if he doesn't want the baby? I don't know what to do. I'm not ready to be a mother. I asked Amanda for advice, and she said to just be honest. I guess she's right, Clay will be honest with me. Here he comes....I'll write later.
~Renai~
Quickly putting my diary in the drawer of my bed side table, I took  a deep breath. Clay opened the door to our room, walking in with a smile.
"Hey Ren." he smiled. "Are ya feelin' any better?" He walekd up to me and pulled her into his embrace. God he was so cuddly. However when I get bigger, who knows if he'll be able to hug me anymore. "Ren?" he asked, looking down at me. I bit my lip nervously, glancing up into his bright blue eyes. They looked glazed with concern. I felt his hand rub my back gently. "Is something bothering you?" he asked. I looked away. "Ren you can tell me anything." I looked up at him again and sighed.
"Well um...I went to the doctor...to see what was wrong and...I..." I sighed. "I found out I-we're- having a baby...." Clay was silent for a moment, his wide eyes looking down at me. "I-if you don't want it I-" Suddenly, he lifted me up and spun me around.
"Yee-haw! We're havin' a baby!" He cried in happiness. I latched onto his shoulders and giggled.
"Y-you're not upset? Or mad?" I asked.
"No of course not Ren. Why would I be?" he asked with a big grin. I bit my lip.
"I...I dunno..." I blushed. "But yeah.....we're having a baby." He grinned, pulling me close and pecking my lips.
"I love you Ren~" he said. I smiled, pecking his lips again.
"I love you too."
Dear Diary,
It's been four months since I found out I was pregnant. Right now, Clay and I are in the waiting room to see the babies health and gender. I'm so excited! Clay went to the cafeteria in the hospital while we wait, it's pretty packed in here. Also, Amanda and Rai came to Texas with their daughter Peyton, only for us to find out that they are expecting a little boy soon. How exciting! Oh, here's Clay. I think our turn is almost up.
~Renai~
Clay took a seat by me, rubbing his stomach as he leaned back in his seat. "Woo-wee. Nothin' beats a nice sized burger." He smiled at me, his hand going ontop of my baby bump, rubbing it gently. "Why didn't you want anything Ren?" he asked curiously.
"I cooked at home..." I said, pouting slightly. "Remember? ....Burgers?" Clay laughed nervously.
"I know ya did honey but they were so good that I....had to eat another one to compare how good yours were." He smiled nervously. I rolled my eyes, glancing away.
"Uh-huh...." He smiled, taking my hand as the nurse walked out.
"Renai and Clay Bailey?" I jumped up, my eyes glowing. Our turn! Finally I get to see my baby for the first time!! Taking Clay's hand, he and I followed the nurse into the room. She instructed me of lie on the bed and took my blood pressure, temperature, and asked me about my pregnancy, and the symptoms I experienced. She also asked Clay, but he looked a bit afraid to answer. Good. The nurse smiled, pulling out a gel. "Whose ready to see a baby~?" she asked. I grinned. She lifted up my shirt and put the gel onto my rounded belly. OoOO it was cold! I took Clay's hand and smiled. It took  a few minutes of silence, but  finally a picture came up on the tiny screen. There it was! I grinned. "I see it's a healthy little baby" she smiled. "And wait...oh..." oh?! WHAT THE HECK DID THAT MEAN?!
"What?" Clay asked nervously. "Is somethin' wrong?" The nurse smiled.
"No no I just...see another head behind the first one." I blinked. HEAD?! "Yes...I am correct...it seems you two are having twins." The starred at her in shock.
"Twins? As in....two children? Two....heads...four eyes...two noses..." The nurse laughed.
"That's what I mean~" I looked at Clay, who was leaned back in his chair looking at the ceiling in a daze like manner.
"Twins....heh...twins..."
Dear Diary,
Nine months....Nine months ago I found out I was pregnant, and along the way found out I was having twins, and that I crave a lot of sugar when I'm pregnant. I'm so nervous. Amanda told me child birth hurts, but it's all worth it. Yeah, that wasn't the best advice. Clay's making us ice cream so we can watch some TV together. I'm so hungry. >.< I haven't decided names yet though. I want to wait until after the b-
Suddenly, I felt a weird sensation in my stomach. I looked down, rubbing my tummy gently.
"Hey careful you two..." I grumbled.  "Mommy's sore from all your kicking." Suddenly, the pain got worse, and I grunted, dropping my diary. "Ulgh!" I clutched my stomach. My breathing because erractic and I looked down at my seat, discovering a puddle of water under me. My eyes widened. My water just broke. "C-clay!!!" I managed to cry out from the living room. I panted, tears welling in my eyes. In a moment, I heard Clay dash in.
"Ren are you-?" He saw the puddle and his eyes widened. "Oh no..." He lifted me up, kissing my forehead gently as he brought me to the car.
"Ah!" I cried. "P-put them back in!" I begged in anger and pain. "Ow ow ow ow!!!! This hurrtttts!!!!"
"Shhh Ren I know...I know." He kissed my forehead as he got into the car. "Everything is gonna be fine." he got into the drivers seat and headed to the hospital.
Dear Diary,
UGH! That birth was torture! Good thing Clay went home to grab you really quick, along with the baby bag he'd forgotten. Silly cowboy. However gave birth to two beautiful little babies. A boy and a girl. Both of them were taken by the nurses to get cleaned up. And now they're back, heh.
~Renai~
I took the little girl into my arms, and Clay took the boy. My babies. My beautiful babies. My family. I smiled, brushing a hand through the little hair on her head. She looked up at me, wide blue eyes curious about the world. Immediatly, I saw my mothers face. I sadly smiled.
"Melody..." I said gently. Clay looked away from the crying baby boy in his arms and to me. I looked at him and smiled. "Her name's Melody." Clay smiled.
"Perfect." We looked to the boy and smiled. "He looks a lot like me don't he?" he asked.
"Yeah...do you have a name in mind?" I asked. He was silent for a moment.
"Daryl...." he smiled. Daryl stopped crying once his name was meantioned and looked up at his father. Clay smiled down at him. "I reckon  he likes it."
Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I got to write in you. Melody and Daryl have been a pretty big handful. But Amanda, Raimundo and Peyton finally got the money to stop by and see the twins. So I get a small break. Everything is great. Daryl and Meldoy are almost ten months already, god it seems like yesterday I went through that painful labor. It's hard to believe I'm a mother. And I'm still writing in a diary like a high schooler, hehe. Oh well, gotta get going for now.
~Renai~
I closed my diary and put it back into the living room, where Amanda had Peyton on her lap, showing her twins who sat up with their fathers help.
"They're tiny Mommy..."
"I know honey...." Amanda smiled.
"I remember when you were born you were tiny like them to." Clay smiled at the brunette toddler. Melody looked up at me when I walked in, lifting up her arms. I smiled, taking a seat beside Clay. Daryl, obviously jealous of this, hit her sisters arm. She wimpered in pain.
"Oo. Looks like they both want Mommy's attention." Raimundo snickerd. Clay looked down at his son, shaking his head.
"No hitting your sister Daryl. It's not nice." Daryl pouted, his cubby little face puffing up in jealousy as I took Melody onto my lap. She giggled. I smiled. These are my kids. This is my husband, my friends and my little god child.
This is my family.